i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

it is hopeful

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

and the fake qualifier

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

lol

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

we can only engage in such a way


mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

that looks like my instagram account

the site i am dreaming

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

what do you think my name is

no like which do people call me

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

as in

was it worth it

plato

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.