really i want the internet

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i love it here

2 (actually index). two is company

i was tempted to lie about my name

so the method has to be autonomous

what do you think my name is

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

fw

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like first name

thank you


in a post. I want to be remembered

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

division of reality is straying away from it

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

which magnetises chains of pins

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

13, H, grate


there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike