Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
like magnets
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
as in
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
bro i read nothing in my life
its performative
god being the centre magnet
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
was it worth it
and the fake qualifier
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
propensity within someone
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
magnetises a pin
in a post. I want to be remembered
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
abrar?
it is hopeful
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people