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in a post. I want to be remembered
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
it is hopeful
you have a beautiful account btw
is this you as well
so at the end
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
division of reality is straying away from it
ahnaf abrar
all that is to say
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
i was tempted to lie about my name
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."