After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

13, H, grate

no longer writing in the third person

but i respect your search

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Lift Analysis

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

hiding from the rain

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me


yes

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.




Better Lift

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

Thank you, Jack