a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
"Put a blanket."
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
as in
autonomy of learning
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
all that is to say
something religious, a kind of complex,
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
propensity within someone
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.