The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

so an active mazelike process

no i haven't really read anything

isaac

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


and the fake qualifier

...


hello reader,

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

2 (actually index). two is company

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

division of reality is straying away from it

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people


I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.



She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.