part of an old note. It will get lighter.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
no longer writing in the third person
i have read not even 1 book
sorry i am texting like a slav
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
2 (actually index). two is company
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building.
He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver
rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because
the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the
guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every
other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I
decide not to tell her about it.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
It Will Get Lighter
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
