isaac

as in

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

propensity within someone

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone truth

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

not their contents

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

lol

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

magnetisation/form

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

plato

ahnaf abrar

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

like first name

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Worse Lift

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

its good

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It Will Get Lighter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

division of reality is straying away from it

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf