something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
currently
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
it is hopeful
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
wait what is that
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
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you have a beautiful account btw
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03