Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

yeah

and the fake qualifier

...

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


December 2025

ahnaf abrar

no like which do people call me

bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

not their contents

plato

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

feel you

Thank you, Jack

that looks like my instagram account

idk

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

yeah

isaac newton

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet