She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I am below everything.

its performative

is this you as well

you cannot feed someone truth

god being the centre magnet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

and the fake qualifier

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i understand

feel you

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

magnetisation/form

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

your feed looks like my tumblr

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Worse Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

lol