"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


its performative

autonomy of learning

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

not their contents

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone truth

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we can only engage in such a way

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

no longer writing in the third person

division of reality is straying away from it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

so the method has to be autonomous

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

all that is to say

Better Lift


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.