Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

and the fake qualifier

you cannot feed someone truth

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

as in

lol

not their contents

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

no longer writing in the third person

and the fake qualifier

abrar?

but i respect your search

isaac

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its performative

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Can I see