the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

in a post. I want to be remembered

IWGD

hiding from the rain

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

13, H, grate

currently

1

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i want to do that too

bro i read nothing in my life

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

like first name

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

have you read

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

was it worth it

i dont understand magnetisation

much more tactility