propensity within someone

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

autonomy of learning

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

we can only engage in such a way

bro i read nothing in my life

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i want to do that too

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Rain, starting

you cannot feed someone truth

"Put a blanket."

division of reality is straying away from it

feel you

i love it here

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i really havent

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class