you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
that looks like my instagram account
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge
management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
sorry i am texting like a slav
god being the centre magnet
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
so the method has to be autonomous
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
which magnetises chains of pins
The slug
lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
2 (actually index). two is company
what do you think my name is
no like which do people call me
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off
board but you seemed interesting
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some
insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
It Will Get Lighter
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
