There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

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i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Lift Analysis

13, H, grate

currently

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Rain, starting

Worse Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.