to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

but i respect your search

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


brb i will read and reply sincerely

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

in a post. I want to be remembered

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

really i want the internet

Better Lift

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.