i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

magnetisation/form

and the fake qualifier

wait what is that

propensity within someone

send link

its performative

bro i read nothing in my life

bro i read nothing in my life

idk

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i love it here

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

so an active mazelike process

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

ion