December 2025

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

was it worth it

abrar?

and the fake qualifier

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Today I felt like starting

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

ahnaf abrar

Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.