She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

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Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

so the method has to be autonomous

yeah

division of reality is straying away from it

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

all that is to say

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

barren land

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ion

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Picture

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i have read not even 1 book

i was tempted to lie about my name

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

plato

so an active mazelike process