its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

not their contents

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I am below everything.

it is hopeful

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

currently

Picture

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

lol

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities