the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
ahnaf abrar
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
yeah
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
feel you
division of reality is straying away from it
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
its performative
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.