2 (actually index). two is company

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Better Lift

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thank you, Jack

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

as in

brb i will read and reply sincerely

but i respect your search

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

magnetisation/form

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

it is hopeful

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its good