The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i really havent

Worse Lift

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

its good

yeah

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

no i haven't really read anything

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

sorry i am texting like a slav

was it worth it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i want to do that too

ahnaf abrar

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

December 2025

i was tempted to lie about my name

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

lol yea