Better Lift

or never left

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

abrar?

lol yea

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

I am below everything.

feel you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

what do you think my name is

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

like first name

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Better Lift

idk

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Worse Lift

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Style

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.


wait what is that

its good