There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

propensity within someone

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.



Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

not so on: yvf(wthw)


It Will Get Lighter


we want to live the knowledge too live the content

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

this will be about a slug

2 (actually index). two is company


to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you have a beautiful account btw

we can only engage in such a way

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life