Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i was tempted to lie about my name

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

like first name

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

2 (actually index). two is company

...

hello reader,

and the fake qualifier

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.


yeah

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

we can only engage in such a way

division of reality is straying away from it

your feed looks like my tumblr

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59