After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

ahnaf abrar

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

propensity within someone

isaac

so an active mazelike process

was it worth it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

as in

all that is to say

we can only engage in such a way

Worse Lift

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i really havent

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter



There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i dont understand magnetisation

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life