I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
brb i will read and reply sincerely
we need to be deconstructing our identities
its good short few pages
not their contents
as in
isaac newton
whats your name?
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
so an active mazelike process
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
lol
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
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its performative
i understand
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
all that is to say
like magnets
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
division of reality is straying away from it
isaac
i love it here