and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession –
The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize
longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest
and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of
cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion,
and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be
processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your
subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
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But seriously, thank you, Jack
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Rain, starting
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen.
I go inside.
