The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
was it worth it
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i was tempted to lie about my name
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
and the fake qualifier
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
what do you think my name is
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
Today I felt like starting
no like which do people call me
no longer writing in the third person
and the fake qualifier
i really havent