the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

send link

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

it is hopeful

hiding from the rain

It Will Get Lighter

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

"Put a blanket."

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

magnetisation/form

we can only engage in such a way

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

what do you think my name is

we need to be deconstructing our identities