i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It Will Get Lighter

Better Lift

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

"Put a blanket."

i want to do that too

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

autonomy of learning

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

we can only engage in such a way

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

not their contents

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation/form

like first name

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate