much more tactility

hello reader,

I Write Goodbye Letter

...

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

not their contents

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

sorry i am texting like a slav

as in

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i understand

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

propensity within someone

and the fake qualifier

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Rain, starting

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

which magnetises chains of pins

i really havent


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.