Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

your feed looks like my tumblr

isaac

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

is this you as well

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

that looks like my instagram account

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

yeah

god being the centre magnet

so the method has to be autonomous

sorry i am texting like a slav

all that is to say

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

no like which do people call me

propensity within someone

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like magnets

i have read not even 1 book

i dont understand magnetisation

plato

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you mean

so at the end

is everyoneback on tumblr now

as in

much more tactility

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so an active mazelike process

i really havent

abrar?