like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

is this you as well

what do you think my name is

magnetises a pin

like first name

isaac

which magnetises chains of pins

not their contents

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Can I see

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

so the method has to be autonomous

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone truth

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no like which do people call me

and the fake qualifier

magnetisation/form

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.