As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Today I felt like starting

autonomy of learning

Worse Lift

so the method has to be autonomous

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

all that is to say

It Will Get Lighter

yes

Thank you, Jack

Better Lift

i see a website

kind of mythopoesis

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

and the fake qualifier

that looks like my instagram account

fw

yeah

your feed looks like my tumblr

i dont understand magnetisation

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

have you read

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

is this you as well

thank you

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its good

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

barren land

which magnetises chains of pins