The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

much more tactility

brb i will read and reply sincerely

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

you have a beautiful account btw

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

It Will Get Lighter

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

really i want the internet

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I am below everything.

all that is to say

but i respect your search

so an active mazelike process

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

yes

Better Lift