much more tactility

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

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yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


It Will Get Lighter

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

no longer writing in the third person

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

kind of mythopoesis

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.