the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos


as in

yeah

abrar?


i have read not even 1 book

is this you as well

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i was tempted to lie about my name

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

your feed looks like my tumblr

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.