i really havent

i understand

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

feel you

i want to do that too

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

what do you think my name is

2 (actually index). two is company

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

abrar?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i dont understand magnetisation

we need to be deconstructing our identities

that looks like my instagram account

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

Picture

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

idk

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

and the fake qualifier

hello reader,

no longer writing in the third person

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting