My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

so the method has to be autonomous

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

kind of mythopoesis

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

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wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

we want to live the knowledge too live the content


hiding from the rain

as in

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

like first name

i really havent

was it worth it

which magnetises chains of pins

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

feel you

abrar?

sorry i am texting like a slav