we need to be deconstructing our identities

currently

i see a website

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

what do you mean

Better Lift

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

not their contents

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

we can only engage in such a way

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

have you read

idk

no i haven't really read anything

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Rain, starting

so at the end

isaac newton

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Lift Analysis

but really the thing should be autonomous

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk