i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
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was it worth it
lol
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
that looks like my instagram account
so at the end
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
bro i read nothing in my life
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Today I felt like starting
propensity within someone
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
its good
it is hopeful
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Better Lift
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
division of reality is straying away from it
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
not so on: yvf(wthw)
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41