i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

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"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

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much more tactility

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

autonomy of learning

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.


i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03