I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

December 2025

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

i really havent

ahnaf abrar

lol yea

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

...

not so on: yvf(wthw)

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

its performative

I am below everything.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

your feed looks like my tumblr

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

It Will Get Lighter

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

so the method has to be autonomous

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.