Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Can I see

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

idk

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

it is hopeful

so an active mazelike process

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Style

is this you as well

i was tempted to lie about my name

you have a beautiful account btw

what do you think my name is

thank you

have you read

no i haven't really read anything

god being the centre magnet