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Lift Analysis

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

currently

Better Lift

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

like magnets

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

idk

feel you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

yeah

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

you cannot feed someone truth

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.